Lies, Omission and the Truth by Fiona-Demitto, literature
Literature
Lies, Omission and the Truth
If you were to ask what I believed
I might tell you
How I was raised a Roman Catholic
And you might nod in agreement
If you were someone else
I might say that despite this
I am an atheist
And when we die
There will be nothing
We will fade away
Into the silence we were born from
If you were someone else
I might tell you
I am a good Catholic
And I go to church on Sundays
If you were someone else
I might tell you of my wandering eye
Of the shame and confusion
That means my eyes linger on both genders
And you might nod
Knowing why I cannot believe
If you were no one
I would tell you of the sight of her
The eerie emptiness
Of the skin long
Let me tell you
Of a mortal I know,
She might as well
Be Aesir,
A Goddess.
Her hair is Munin's feathers
With Ymir's touch
Dipped in Jotunheim's rivers.
She is Hugin,
The very sight of her
Makes me forget
How to think.
My thoughts fly away,
Surely, never to return
As my words are stuttered.
Her eyes are Yggdrasil,
A swirl of endless roots
I would hang myself on
To unlock the knowledge
And learn the runes
To describe her beauty,
Outside but mostly inside.
She has a tongue like Surtr's sword
Flaming, burning fire of Muspelheim,
Resting in the Mead of Suttungr.
She has the wit of Loki
That could make anyone,
Even Skaldi smile and laugh,
Y
I am living in the future whilst standing in the present,
Breathing borrowed air from a foreign world.
I am living three rented years on my tenant of fifteen
And I want to take out the mortgage,
No, I want to buy the house.
Each hour is extra time over the free trial,
Without being charged the fee.
Instead I watch time distort my life,
Walls are painted white
And old sofas are thrown in skips.
Worn ornaments are broken and replaced,
Discarded buildings are torn down
And empty shops burnt to the ground,
Leaving room for bigger and better homes.
I laugh at new movies and stories,
Dancing and singing to the latest and oldest songs alike.
I st
She is falling, not crashing
She is floating.
Soaring and gliding,
In a ecstasy of wonderment
And thrill of exploration.
Warmth is building,
Flipping and spinning,
Deep in her stomach.
Burning and smouldering,
Without her sparking it.
Her mouth is dry
And her lips chapped,
But her face is sore
From the smiling and laughter
And the never-ending chatter.
Her head is spinning
And her arms reaching out,
Only to fall through empty air.
Not because it was imagined
But because of the cruelty of distance.
It has been years since she has felt it
But now that it has come,
She realises it never has before,
Certainly not this strong,
Or potent
And n
It's happening again,
He can feel it
Boiling up inside of him,
This white ice
Freezing over his chest.
His brain a spluttering engine
In a winter storm.
Yet his heart is pounding,
Burning up,
With his lungs too
But they are freezing over.
Each breath is shorter
And his jaw locked.
His eyes unfocused
As he loses feeling.
Starting in his hands
And slowly raising up his legs,
Frostbite gnawing at his knees.
He becomes an avalanche,
Falling, crashing, crumbling.
His skin becomes snow,
And his mind shattered ice.
Each thought trips
And falls across black ice.
He is buried
Under a grave of snow.
No summer is coming,
And the ice will never mel
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who is the fairest of them all?
It would be the snow
That explodes with one blow
It would be the white
Of the star light
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Which person is the fairest of them all?
Talking of looks alone
It would be you
Your face is sharp stone
Your eyes cut emeralds too
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Why only speak of my looks as all?
Because like a rock
You cannot bleed
Your stone heart is a lock
You lack passion's steed
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Why then do I bleed my all?
You pricked your finger
On your gifted rose
You in your revenge did linger
As if you could change Fate's prose
Mirror, mirror on the
My tree bares plentiful fruit
And I pluck their sweet gifts.
I have finally done it,
My blood has sown the seeds
That grew so big.
Yet a thorn has pricked me
And torn into my skin,
It has poisoned me.
Pleasure has turned sour
And there are no smiles
Or laughter.
"Look at your fruits!" They shout,
But I just shake my head
Throwing away the fruit.
"Look at this thorn,
Look at my tears," I cry.
I want to smile at the fruit
And to enjoy their taste
But they taste bitter now,
Despite them being so sweet
And so beautiful.
As one tree flourishes,
Another withers.
Every best moment in life
Is overshadowed.
It doesn't make the fruit sour
Just brui
Raised on a legend
Taken to a building
And sang all the songs
The laws explained
The punishments threatened
Yet I stare at the sky
A decade older
And wish for the bliss
That is blind faith.
Lies, Omission and the Truth by Fiona-Demitto, literature
Literature
Lies, Omission and the Truth
If you were to ask what I believed
I might tell you
How I was raised a Roman Catholic
And you might nod in agreement
If you were someone else
I might say that despite this
I am an atheist
And when we die
There will be nothing
We will fade away
Into the silence we were born from
If you were someone else
I might tell you
I am a good Catholic
And I go to church on Sundays
If you were someone else
I might tell you of my wandering eye
Of the shame and confusion
That means my eyes linger on both genders
And you might nod
Knowing why I cannot believe
If you were no one
I would tell you of the sight of her
The eerie emptiness
Of the skin long
Let me tell you
Of a mortal I know,
She might as well
Be Aesir,
A Goddess.
Her hair is Munin's feathers
With Ymir's touch
Dipped in Jotunheim's rivers.
She is Hugin,
The very sight of her
Makes me forget
How to think.
My thoughts fly away,
Surely, never to return
As my words are stuttered.
Her eyes are Yggdrasil,
A swirl of endless roots
I would hang myself on
To unlock the knowledge
And learn the runes
To describe her beauty,
Outside but mostly inside.
She has a tongue like Surtr's sword
Flaming, burning fire of Muspelheim,
Resting in the Mead of Suttungr.
She has the wit of Loki
That could make anyone,
Even Skaldi smile and laugh,
Y
I am living in the future whilst standing in the present,
Breathing borrowed air from a foreign world.
I am living three rented years on my tenant of fifteen
And I want to take out the mortgage,
No, I want to buy the house.
Each hour is extra time over the free trial,
Without being charged the fee.
Instead I watch time distort my life,
Walls are painted white
And old sofas are thrown in skips.
Worn ornaments are broken and replaced,
Discarded buildings are torn down
And empty shops burnt to the ground,
Leaving room for bigger and better homes.
I laugh at new movies and stories,
Dancing and singing to the latest and oldest songs alike.
I st
She is falling, not crashing
She is floating.
Soaring and gliding,
In a ecstasy of wonderment
And thrill of exploration.
Warmth is building,
Flipping and spinning,
Deep in her stomach.
Burning and smouldering,
Without her sparking it.
Her mouth is dry
And her lips chapped,
But her face is sore
From the smiling and laughter
And the never-ending chatter.
Her head is spinning
And her arms reaching out,
Only to fall through empty air.
Not because it was imagined
But because of the cruelty of distance.
It has been years since she has felt it
But now that it has come,
She realises it never has before,
Certainly not this strong,
Or potent
And n
It's happening again,
He can feel it
Boiling up inside of him,
This white ice
Freezing over his chest.
His brain a spluttering engine
In a winter storm.
Yet his heart is pounding,
Burning up,
With his lungs too
But they are freezing over.
Each breath is shorter
And his jaw locked.
His eyes unfocused
As he loses feeling.
Starting in his hands
And slowly raising up his legs,
Frostbite gnawing at his knees.
He becomes an avalanche,
Falling, crashing, crumbling.
His skin becomes snow,
And his mind shattered ice.
Each thought trips
And falls across black ice.
He is buried
Under a grave of snow.
No summer is coming,
And the ice will never mel
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who is the fairest of them all?
It would be the snow
That explodes with one blow
It would be the white
Of the star light
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Which person is the fairest of them all?
Talking of looks alone
It would be you
Your face is sharp stone
Your eyes cut emeralds too
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Why only speak of my looks as all?
Because like a rock
You cannot bleed
Your stone heart is a lock
You lack passion's steed
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Why then do I bleed my all?
You pricked your finger
On your gifted rose
You in your revenge did linger
As if you could change Fate's prose
Mirror, mirror on the
My tree bares plentiful fruit
And I pluck their sweet gifts.
I have finally done it,
My blood has sown the seeds
That grew so big.
Yet a thorn has pricked me
And torn into my skin,
It has poisoned me.
Pleasure has turned sour
And there are no smiles
Or laughter.
"Look at your fruits!" They shout,
But I just shake my head
Throwing away the fruit.
"Look at this thorn,
Look at my tears," I cry.
I want to smile at the fruit
And to enjoy their taste
But they taste bitter now,
Despite them being so sweet
And so beautiful.
As one tree flourishes,
Another withers.
Every best moment in life
Is overshadowed.
It doesn't make the fruit sour
Just brui
Raised on a legend
Taken to a building
And sang all the songs
The laws explained
The punishments threatened
Yet I stare at the sky
A decade older
And wish for the bliss
That is blind faith.
Smiles radiate out like a misplaced enigma,
Light shines from their eyes.
Yet he can barely raise his head,
His smiles are like lamps in a bright room,
His eyes are dull glassy orbs.
He sinks into the smog,
As the fight is lost,
But he still has the war inside,
With legions of self doubt,
A plague of gnawing maggots,
Leaving a hollow, rotting ache,
And the repetitive whispers of dead deserters.
He is drowning in his own blood,
Because in the end,
The war he fights is himself and him,
His biggest enemy is his mind,
And to fight,
Is to make himself bleed.